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Monday, 28 December 2009

What is the most important thing for someone to know about you?

The most important thing I like people to know about me is that I am a human being! I no longer go out to clubs because guys come up to me and immediately try to get into my pants! Yes I know I look good, confidence is my job! But have some class. I'm not shoulder candy, I have an opinion and a big mouth. So if you're looking for someone to stand there, shut up, and look pretty; keep walking! I'm strong and independent, I don't need you!

~Andy (OTBV)

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'Ello!

Well hello, my name's Andy! I've recently moved to Kansas City Missouri! I'm currently looking for a job! I'm a model, I eat way to much fast food, I rarely drink, and I have a lovely BOYfriend! SURPRISE! Sorry ladies, you're not my type! I've turned to Xanga to just keep a little "journal" of my life and the daily (or weekly) life I call my own! I'm at my parent's house tonight, headed back to KCMO tomorrow! I left this little town in the middle of nowhere for a modeling contract! That's the reason for my move. I've given up my life (Cheerleading) and decided to pursue a dream that I've always had! I moved into my boyfriends house in KC about 3 weeks ago! Coming straight out of college, I didn't really have the money to live on my own! He took me into his gorgeous house and makes me happy beyond belief daily!

Tonight on TV I watched some show on VH1 called "tough love"(?) or something along those lines! In the show, they wrote a letter to their fathers about their relationship and how they felt about it! So, I decided that I would do the same! I've come up with a "hate letter" and for some reason, I don't feel better about myself! Yes my father left me and abandoned me at 4. I talk to him a few times a year (usually because he thinks he's calling my brothers wife and calls my cell on accident). But that doesn't change the fact that he's my father. I'll always love him. Although he's been the cause of many sleepless nights and many nightmares, he's taught me about trust, forgiveness, love, and desire. Never trust anyone except yourself, always forgive but never forget, love even when you're not loved back, and desire someone who treats you as a human being! I do have my letter here with me, yet I don't wish to change anything that he did. I wouldn't want him to change anything that he did! The past is the past! If you go back in time and change one TINY thing, It will change your future! It's inevitable! They say you make your own future, but sometimes, the decisions others make, whether it be directly or indirectly, affects whom you're destined to become. You can't go back and change times, so don't dwell on the past!

So take to many pictures, laugh to much, and love like you've never been hurt!

~Andy (OTBV)
Good Evening Yall! I'm just getting started on Xanga... Drop me a comment if you've got some ideas on what to do first - or just to say, "Hi!"